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Mon Nov 9, 2009, 2:02 PM
What do you think of cities?
A good place to watch people and feed of their emotions and auras

What are you listening to?
Everywhere I go by Hollywood Undead

White or Black?
Black

What are you most afraid of?
losing the ones i love

Do you type slowly or quickly?
quickly

If a tree falls in a forest, and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
well yes and no. It would cause the vibrations in the air needed to be perceived as a sound. On the other hand said vibrations would have to stimulate the hairs in a living beings ear to be fully considered a sound.

Have you ever thought of picking up the bass and learning how to rock out?
yes

Have you ever kissed someone just because you feel like it?
yes

Piercings?
Ears

Number?
9

Teacup?
no

Do you talk to strangers?
yes

Gay/straight/bi/alien?
straight-ish

Yes or no?
well...yes and no

Trains are...?
Awesome.

Have you ever wandered just to wander?
Yes.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Not an Angel Yet
  • Playing: with my insanity
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: the dark energy that permeates all around me

next deviation

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 10:09 AM
I will be writing a poem based on the song "Not an Angel Yet" by City Sleeps. here are the lyrics:

I will be waiting right here
Only to roam
When the bells chime like there is no tomorrow (and you're gonna take me home)
Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no
Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet

My candle shines at night time through the dawn
But my darling you have fallen and don't belong (and I can't carry on)
My candle shines without a doubt
But the wind in your wings blows them out
And for my arms it is too late
And your wings are gonna have to wait

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Not an angel yet

Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no

My candle shines without a doubt
But the wind in your wings blows them out
And for my arms it is too late
And your wings are gonna have to wait

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet (not an angel yet)
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet (not an angel yet)
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Not an angel yet

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Not an Angel Yet
  • Playing: with my insanity
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: the dark energy that permeates all around me

My Life

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 9:14 AM
Soon I'll turn twenty,
Stupid mistakes? I've made plenty.
Caught up so much in my smoke,
So strong it makes me choke.

I used to drink,
So much I couldn't think.
I made others cry,
While I was so caught up in a lie.

So now I'm older,
Starting to grow colder.
But I'm not wiser,
I act like an intellectual miser.

I'm so narcissistic,
That it makes me sick.
Won't let anyone get close to me,
Won't let others see.

How weak I am,
I'm hiding behind a sham.
Can you see,
How pathetic I can be?

My life is not hard,
Yet I still cut myself with this shard,
Of glass,
Hoping it will pass.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Meet the Monster
  • Playing: with my insanity
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: the dark energy that permeates all around me

next poems

Wed Sep 30, 2009, 9:26 AM
look for my new poem Heaven and Hell. Maybe Demon Rising as well (but that's pretty disturbing, so I might not)

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Smile Empty Soul Loser
  • Playing: with my insanity
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: the dark energy that permeates all around me

three of the lyrics i have to remember

Thu Aug 27, 2009, 3:29 PM
"Don't Jump"

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long

Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you


"Forgotten Children"

Just a normal day
Streets turn into graves
Traces have been removed
The search was disapproved
So cold the night
The weak ones lose the fight
Too many of them out there
Noone seems to care

Lost and so alone
Born but never known
Left all on their own
Forgotten children
We'll never hear a name
They carry all the blame
Too young to break the chains
Forgotten children

They see, they feel, believe
Just like we do
They're laughing, and crying
Wanna live here
Like me and you

Eyes without light
Too tired of good-byes
Never felt embraced
And frightened of every face
A life in disguise
Hope forever died

Lost and so alone
Born but never known
Left all on their own
Forgotten children
We'll never hear a name
They carry all the blame
Too young to break the chains
Forgotten children

They see, they feel, believe
Just like we do
The're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
Like me and you

It shouldn't really be that way
It shouldn't really be that way

We see, we feel, believe
Just like you
We're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
We see, we feel, believe
Just like you
We're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
Just like you

"Rescue Me"

This used to be our secret
Now I'm hiding here alone
Can't help but read our names on the wall
And wash them off the stone

I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me

We lied when we were dreaming
Our crying was just fake
I wish you could deny it
Here and today

My SOS on radio
The only chance to let you know
What I fear
Can you hear?

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
You and me

The walls are coming closer
My senses fade away
I'm haunted by your shadow
I reach to feel your face
You're not here
Are you here?

Come and rescue me
Rescue me

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
Rescue me
You and me
Set me free
Rescue me

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Eminem the Kids
  • Playing: with my insanity
  • Eating: nothing right now
  • Drinking: the dark energy that permeates all around me

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